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Monday, November 19, 2012, 12:28 PM
After such long period !

It's been so long since loggin in my blog !
(Laughs)

Year 2012
Work same place, selling c.c. Rating 60% good in the company.
Friends, have 0 time to spend with all my friends, all my time had been giving to my work. (Sigh)
Relationship, changed. (:

Mar 2012,
Started the r/s with J. Had lots of fun, mad, tears over...
He's from my company, knowing him for past 1 yr.
Together for 4months and here come the shit......

July 2012,
I started to feel that he dont understand me, dont know what exackly i want.
Working closely with N.. And start to have feeling of fun..
And, been quarreling with J & broke off with him.
I start to lose my mind off and start jumping in to scold and shout J off.
He came to me alot alot alot of time and i just shoo him off..
I just hurt him w/o 2nd thought.
& just wanted to have fun with N.
Slowly, i agree to have an r/s with N w/o J knowing..
(J stop contacting me..)

In a r/s with N, he treat me well. He did alot of thing for me. We went out together, we play together.
(While J was in pain, alone)
I thought i put down the r/s of J and me just like that. I thought i can..
Well, times prove.
Times prove that i cant. N knew that i hasnt forget J. And N charactor, he digged out the truth from me.
He said, you have been observing him everywhere J goes, u sure u still forget him?
You sure u dont love him anymore??
Me: (silent...)

At that moment, what's in me was, no i hasnt forget J, i miss J...
But i couldnt just tell N like this, i think it will break his heart badly...
So, i kept quiet. And telling him, No i didnt think of him.
(I lied...)

After alot of conversation...
Yes, i admit. I spout everything out the truth and i told N.
I still cant forget J. I still miss him everynight.
& there goes the beak up of N and me.

& i went to J and told him that deep down i still love you.
But i didnt expect anything from u... I just want to find up who is in my heart actually.

& J goes...
What?! how can u change your love so fast and are u sure?!
His trust in me lost...

Now,
J and me return back to old days, trying to build back the trust back.
I know it takes time and effort.
I'm putting it.
I leave the company....





Continue tommorow... TIRED.
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Monday, February 14, 2011, 3:18 AM
Valentine Day ?

Trying myself not to face Valentine...
Went work as per normal, It sucess during work hours ... laugh.
it's 5.30 ! Home sweet home time ;D

I thought i pass-ed my day. Take Mrt, saw so many couples la !
with roses hearts balloon !! Damit. EnvyEnvyEnvy can can can !!
Was thinking about me and him again laaaa -,- ! wth

So , start to try asking him out (:
Well, he hesitated. And, ask for 3 request. and of cause i won't post (:
i was like happy lika mad ! -,-

After, bath i saw some msg. I'm not really happy about. Althought, it seem like he is playing. But, it's still suck.
well, Happy valentine to everyone :D

At lease, im happy for that 3mins (:

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Friday, February 11, 2011, 9:30 AM
3 Months

It's finally FRIDAY :D hehe
But wasted friday ): But acceptable ! hahhaa
Went scape to meet them ^ . Woohoo.

Went to "Escape" ? LOL. The veg, there damn nice can?! oh my~
Returning there again !!! :D And, after tht we just slack around there....

Cab-ed home, and the uncle damn bastard drive me from the far road!!
He know i dk the road keep ask me !! "So, i go from here here here right? It's that correct miss?"
f, right ur head. Just bring me home!!! LOL! The extra $2 u want i tell u i give u laaa !!! lOL
Idiot. Keep right right right when i dk the road then must only " ya, that's right ! " -,- !!!!
Irritating !

Nights !
Phoeniex baby i'm coming, 3 weeks ltr u will be with me (:

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Thursday, February 10, 2011, 7:11 AM
After a beautiful nights

After CNY , had been working !! Bored to the maxmax !! D;
And, Yes. About that bastard. I decided to let it go (:
If you see this, u will be happy bahs, so as long as u'r happy whatever la ~-,- irritating.

Tml it's a FRIDAYY !! :D Woohoo..
Enjoy to the max please !

Waiting for u to turn back...
Goodnights ! (:




Thursday, February 3, 2011, 11:15 AM


FUCK FUCK FUCK !
He remove all the photo nah ! -'-
Fine, My heartache. I rather don't want to know ! ):
FML. -'-
He is so mean can?!
To you;
yeah u suceed to be a bad guy. I hate and love you ! -'- nb.
I seriously want t punch u and give u one tight slap. Fucker.
Think what ? R/s game ah, say end jiu end . -'- cb
fuck nah.
-'-

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5:49 AM
New Year -Day 1 (Feb 3)

Had my Reunion Dinner last night :D
Yes, With my Dad, Mum, Sis, Bro :DD (After so many year can, it's like impposible ((: )

Alrights, Today went 'San Gu' house Bai Nian till 3pm plus;
went Teck Whye house after tht .. So bored laaaa. At night gg cousin house t playcard.
And, watch mid-movie with xinmin ltr on. (:

Ahhhhh !!
I miss him again ! ): Damit. I was thinking, if we still tgt, i would be at his house now, gg out with him t friend house now. and enjoy the new year now........................
Who know my fucking feeling now !? no one. only me,myself.
Question is coming to my brain again and again !!
Does him still love me?
Did he miss me like how i do?
What is he doing?
If we're tgt, where are we now, doing what?
): This love really painful...

Frankly, I tried t forget him, having new r/s...
when i was contacting with other guy, i cant fully-open myself... i will still lock myself out..
I know it's a torture, i will be more hurtful.. But what to do?
No matter what time just can't turn back !! -'-

I will still carry the hope for his return laaaaaa .....
LZA !!! - u know not ?!?!
idk who can i look for, look fr u , i know u will piss off..
I wont tell ppl abt this kind of thg , i cant post on fb ... Really fuck-up know !!

I just miss the quarrel with u !!!!!
COME QUARREL WITH ME CAN NOT ?!

Waiting for the day ...

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Wednesday, February 2, 2011, 6:44 AM
It's 2011 Year :D - A New Year -

2011 ((:
I thought it will be "New" Year for me to restart, but it dont seem to work that way.
-Broke off with him* , it's really Painful.
I tried to return, but, i didnt treasure the chances he gave me.
At first, i hate him, blame him, for being so heartless, thinking, it's not that hard to give the last chance!
But, now,(After 2-3months), I dont hate him and i didnt blame him anymore. Yet, smile thru....

To you (BBM my ugly duck (: ) ,

We went thru. tgt for 1 yr 8months... , yups, in life it's not a very long period, but to me in my r/s, it's the longest.
I love you for who you are.
I know my temper is bad, am sensitive, and etc... (Just not a good gf ). I would like to tell you, I'm truly Sorry.
But, i would like to share i have the greatest Boyf ever (:
A guy who is Faithful.
Who can tolerate my habits, who can accept my ugly side.
What's more i expect? Why till today when it's gone then i realise and see everything?! -'- it's just too late....
Well, he always protect me from the *Back Door and act as if he don't give a damn on Me laaaa !!

Always,
- gossiping to him , he will tell me, teach me, "Don't like this.. It's their charactor..those.."
- complaining to him , my everywhere pain he will say,"You always pain one la",But, he helps me apply medication, buying herb' drinks to me, forcing me to drink warm water."
- when imma tired from work, he WON'T (care) if i'm tired or stress or what, But, he help me massage whenver we met up.
- when i carry my bag (HEAVY!), he will scold me,"don't know why you always bring so many useless thing out", but he still help me carried the whole day.
- quarreling, he will just walk-away, making me felt that he don't care me, he just care for himself cause he don't like hear quarrels so he rather walk-away, But, he still tolerate me.
- when i'm hungry, he will say "Go buy food la, don't be lika kids,waitting for me to feed you ah"- But, he still left some food for me even though it's the last bite..
- when i stomach ache, he wont scold me :D he will help me rub my lil stomach (: so, sometime, even if it's hurtful but i rather stomach ache .hehe
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I MISS,
-the way u pat me to sleep, the song you sang me to sleep.
-the way u block those ppl for us to walk out of the Mrt.
-the way u react when u'r in home., like shakeshake* hehe
-the way u wanna do surprises for me.
-the way u hug me to sleep.
-the way u call me "baby" for fun.
-the way u angry.
-the way u dance.
-the way we quarrels.
-the way u cocks with ur friend, ur smile, ur laugh.
-the way u appreciate wines with friends.
-the way u explaine things and eleborate things u know very confidently.
-the way u Act u'r man.

-the way You Love,Dote ME.
(He is a guy who don't mind acting a bad guy,but indeed, he is the Good one)

Eventhoug, we've broke-off, i still feels our heart is just together.
I will just wait for your return- i believe you will return one day (:

Sorry, i can't do as what u mention, not to wait for you. If i can, i also will choose not to wait for u,silly.
This is love which i can't control you understand?
Waitting for a person to return is not a easy-task. But it seem like a test for me.
I know, recently, U think back of our past bahs.
I know, there's something u hide it from me, i know u don't wish to tell me.
I don't know what's the reason why u can't say out, but i wont force you (: I believe you have ur reason y u can't say out.
And, i believe deep down in ur heart, u hvnt totally forget me =D

I really want to shout to u!
I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU ALOTS ! ):
and, i still Love you. (:

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Sunday, August 29, 2010, 9:47 AM
Not happy inside.

This is the 1st year blogging with everything in.
Reason is b'cause no one have my this link C:

As i had mention, today, after my tuition...
I went home instead of gg an jiang's house. As, normally i always go his house after my tuition.
Went home t rest and Black Shot ! :D FUNNN ! Must try idiots ;)

After tht, cabb-ed t his house. Dinner with his family.
I am always thinking, when i can eat till like what i use to eat with my family . hahahha!

and, aftertht...

we had a comflicts... He make me really angry.
tml thn continue bahs.....