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Monday, November 19, 2012, 12:28 PM
After such long period !

It's been so long since loggin in my blog !
(Laughs)

Year 2012
Work same place, selling c.c. Rating 60% good in the company.
Friends, have 0 time to spend with all my friends, all my time had been giving to my work. (Sigh)
Relationship, changed. (:

Mar 2012,
Started the r/s with J. Had lots of fun, mad, tears over...
He's from my company, knowing him for past 1 yr.
Together for 4months and here come the shit......

July 2012,
I started to feel that he dont understand me, dont know what exackly i want.
Working closely with N.. And start to have feeling of fun..
And, been quarreling with J & broke off with him.
I start to lose my mind off and start jumping in to scold and shout J off.
He came to me alot alot alot of time and i just shoo him off..
I just hurt him w/o 2nd thought.
& just wanted to have fun with N.
Slowly, i agree to have an r/s with N w/o J knowing..
(J stop contacting me..)

In a r/s with N, he treat me well. He did alot of thing for me. We went out together, we play together.
(While J was in pain, alone)
I thought i put down the r/s of J and me just like that. I thought i can..
Well, times prove.
Times prove that i cant. N knew that i hasnt forget J. And N charactor, he digged out the truth from me.
He said, you have been observing him everywhere J goes, u sure u still forget him?
You sure u dont love him anymore??
Me: (silent...)

At that moment, what's in me was, no i hasnt forget J, i miss J...
But i couldnt just tell N like this, i think it will break his heart badly...
So, i kept quiet. And telling him, No i didnt think of him.
(I lied...)

After alot of conversation...
Yes, i admit. I spout everything out the truth and i told N.
I still cant forget J. I still miss him everynight.
& there goes the beak up of N and me.

& i went to J and told him that deep down i still love you.
But i didnt expect anything from u... I just want to find up who is in my heart actually.

& J goes...
What?! how can u change your love so fast and are u sure?!
His trust in me lost...

Now,
J and me return back to old days, trying to build back the trust back.
I know it takes time and effort.
I'm putting it.
I leave the company....





Continue tommorow... TIRED.
haha